I’ve been hit hard, really hard in a way that I hope no one else has to go through. I’ve lost the friendship of someone I’ve cared a great deal about. loved, shared secrets with. laughed with, cried with, took advice from, gave advice to, ate with, talked about poop with, dealt with problems with our children, our families, our husbands, our neighbors, prayed with, prayed for and had fun together even if was just sitting together saying nothing. And it was all over an email.

I’m still praying for her, for me, for us. I’ve apologized by leaving her a message on her voice mail and by email because she won’t take my calls.

This week I’ve cried a lot. I haven’t been able to sleep. I’ve been under a lot of stress and have been unable to stop thinking about it. I’m still in shock and feel frustrated. In God’s time it will be alright. My other dear friends have helped me get through this and for that I am so grateful.

My heart’s broken but I trust that there’s something for me to learn from this. I’m already starting to get some answers. With that I’ve been re-evaluating things in my life to be sure that what I’m doing is in sync with God.

Please pray for me.

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